A Change Will Do Me Good

I'm just watching this tv show "Extreme Celebrites: Skinny", while I'm lying on my couch surfing the net for gorgeous bellydance costumes. Did I mention I was eating a brownie and drinking coke zero? Yep! This is my life. How did this happen? What lengths will I go to "fit in"? Clearly I'm not making any of the right choices right now.

I crave a change. I need some motivation. Actually, I have a lot of motivation [my health, skimpy bellydance costumes, , promises of shopping sprees, future kidlings], yet I still can't say no to the brownie.